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December 17th, 2009

callita

02:07 am - Stop, rewind, avoid It's that time of year again. I don't want to give too much detail, but there is a lot of stuff going on that I find very hard to vocalise right now, and I feel lost. I also have no idea how people see me anymore. I don't even know who reads this now, but if you do, this is for you. Comments are screened, and feel free to post anonymously if you want. Tell me something you want me to know. Tell me what you really think of me. Tell me I've fucked up big time and need to sort my life out. Tell me I'm melodramatic and difficult to deal with. Tell me the shit I need to hear, that I'm a bad writer, or enthusiastic, or emotional, or beautiful, or not beautiful. Tell me a secret. Tell me about the first time you met me, what you remember most, something you'd like to change. Tell me you trust me. Tell me you'll never be able to trust me again, and tell me why. Tell me something that's nothing to do with me at all, just something you need to get off your chest. Tell me anything at all, but please, tell me something. If you want to know, ask. If you want me to explain, I will. But for now, I'm just throwing words into a void, and hoping that someone out there will make something of them. Thank you. Current Mood: curious Current Music: Delilah - Dresden Dolls Tags: meme

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December 13th, 2009

callita

11:07 pm - Cat On A Camden Lock - story (Rowan) Songfic. Well, song-original-fic. This has nothing to do with the actual song, it just made me want to write and see where it went. 2000 words. ( Can you extract me from my plastic fantasy? ) Current Mood: confused Tags: story, writing

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December 6th, 2009

callita

12:18 am - The mad girl at Oxford who has been keeping me sane I'm down in London for the weekend, then back up to Cambridge on Monday for three final days. Home is weird. Weird weird. Oh, and Misfits is awesome. That is all. Current Mood: weird Tags: cambridge, mad

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